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November 09, 2008 @ 08:30:43 pm | Hey Everyone.
Today I was really happy, until mom mentions a bad topic about the hospital she has gone to.
I got so angry.... the whole thing is she went for a treatment and her heart had stopped during the procedure. The nurse that called me and my dad though, told us that she had a heart murmur. We didn't really think much of it, because it had happened before.
So we went to the hospital 3-4 hours later, we learned that the nurse had pretty much lied to us and that her heart had stopped, which made us both shocked and me very angry. My dad and I even got grief about not being at the hospital right away, from my Grandma. She still thinks that it was bad of us that we didn't go right to her when it happened. I guess she didn't know that we didn't know the truth about the incident until we arrived.
So, mom had just decided to talk about how I didn't like her doctor (the one who used to do the treatments). Well I told her that I liked him and that I really didn't liked the nurse from that call. Then it just spiraled into an angry talk about how I hated what happened.
Now I feel a little better. But some people might wonder why I still don't like the nurse, even though it happened a long while ago. Well did you ever think about what could have happened in that span of time that we didn't go to the hospital?????
She could have had, say a stroke (though I don't know if that can happen if your heart stops). Then we would have gotten a call, rushed down there and then the doctor would have told us that her heart had really stopped. Then we would have been angry with ourselves and the nurse, that we couldn't have been there. Who knows maybe she could have had a complication and she could have died????
I mean I'm glad nothing happened in that span of time, but it could have gone totally different. That's what still makes me angry and annoyed. I know I should let it go, but for some reason it still bugs me. 
I'm glad I could vent. I know I have written about this in the past, but I just had to talk about it again. I feel so much better now. 
Thanks for reading and if no one posts, I understand. It's hard to leave a comment about things like this. 
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drummerwannabe
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10763 points | Wow...
October 09, 2008 @ 01:57:58 am | I can't believe I haven't written a journal since July. I have been in and out of TFS to log in and chat shortly with pals, but I really haven't had time to actually post something, lol. 
Well lately I seem way overtired, stressed, and busy. I just received more hours at work (from 17 hours per week to 37 hours per week)!  So it's a big change...
Also, I'm taking more college classes, so between work and school, it's crazy.
Other than that my life is just focused on sleeping and eating. I have no social life  I don't think I've ever had a social life Sometimes it sucks, but in times like these, I don't give a crap! 
I just feel bad sometimes when I don't talk to my friends, especially on TFS. Man, I'm not a good friend at all... or maybe that's because I don't see my old friends at all, so I just forget to call?? But doesn't a phone work both ways?? 
As for the TFS friends, well... I'm not sure why I don't get on here to talk more often... oh yeah I'm working.. It's also because I don't have internet at home..
Whatever.... I'm just in a weird, tired, and depressed, yet sugar high happy sort of mood.
So if any of my rambling made sense, well then yay!! 
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