| Now i may seem like an untrusting person - maybe i am but i feel this time my fears are not paranoia. My partner thought i was going out yesterday and when i woke him up for work at 6am - 2 hours after he was supposed to get up he says oh well its too late too go in now i cant believe i slept in.....but when i actually get outta bed he's gone and he's phone is still there so i check it to see if it would shed light on where he went. Saw that he called his work at 4am!!! So he gets home and i say i'm not going out today he asks about 50 times why not and says yeah you should do the things you gotta do. So talking about it later on in the day he is still saying i cant believe i slept in - but he didnt!!! he got up when his alarm went off called in sick but told me he mustve slept in!!! WHY??? Can some boys please shed some light on why your gender would do this? Am i being paranoid??? Just to add to that he has this number he was messaging when he was out on friday night. I called it.....i know i know.....i'm horrible....it was a girl but my thing is i know i have seen this number saved in his phone before as blue now its newton....what the??? Can someone please make me feel less stupid and more like i'm right? Or please just say i'm stupid. either way i gotta snap out of this....i'm having the worst day....and its only 8am!!! haha its gonna be a good one!! I know i read too much into things and anytime i have had a "fear" before he has made up a good excuse - i say made up cos the boy is the best liar i know. I have seen him cheat in a game of poker get caught and lie his way out to his own friends and flesh and blood!!!! Help me.....  | 
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