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Jan 22, 2008 @ 15:53:15 | #25 | krj
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33/NA/, Join Date: Jan 2008 | Bizzare is definitly one way to describe it.
For me I feel as if I live in a three ring circus. I never really know what to expect from one day to the next.
I once considered myself a crossdresser... Now I am not really certain how to desrcibe myself. Whether transgender or transexual or any other word contructed to describe people like myself. Personally, I tend to prefer the term Gurl.
Born a man, desire to be more like a woman... Self loathing comes and goes as often as the weather changes. I have an unimaginable desire to be female; however, I know that no matter what I do I will always be trapped somewhere inbetween both sexes.
At times I do hate that I am this way, and others I feel that it is an unrealized gift. Most do not understand me, many have no desire to understand. What I do know is that I am different than almost everyone I have ever met. I do not fit into most social settings as society has no real use for me. I guess life is only what you imagine it to be. Reality of any self being is yours and yours alone to discover and create. If you are ts, tg, cd, or any other labeled term. You only love and hate yourself as much as you yourself have decided to do.
I hope this post is not to far out to understand. To me it makes perfect sense...
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