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17/F/Aberdeen, Washington
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I am so happy =]. It really made my day. I haven't seen him in about a month. So sad... when I saw him it put a smile on my face, I was really hoping it would for him too but I wasn't sure if it would because hes a jerk. But he was really happy and telling me how he kept wishing he could see me and it finally happened.
I usually cant see him for one he lives 20 miles away (really not that far but it is to him), second there is a restraining order, but we really dont care, and third well because he is usually busy or I am.
Such a great day today. On top of that I went to a family dinner and oh the dinner was great. 
Current Music: nirvana
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So the other day I saw on tv that Buger King has a new $200 dollar burger. The money that is spent on it goes to charity.
Honestly, I think the idea of a Burger costing that much is dumb. If someone really wanted to donate that much money they should just do it. I think the idea is kinda like bribing people to donate but at the same time it is like a reward. So, I understand if the idea behind it is a reward, but if I am getting a burger reward I would want it to be from a better place with better quality food.
Almost all the employees at Burger King are teens. If I am getting a $200 dollar burger I don't want to risk the chance of some a*****e teen spitting in my burger that I payed that much money for. Also, I could go donate money and go to a better quality restraunt and get better food. So I think that idea is stupid.
On top of that the people who go to burger king are usually looking for a cheap meal to buy not go to get a $200 dollar burger from the drive through lol. | |
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So I've been with Andrew off and on for four years. Everytime we have been together he pretty much kissed my ass, loved me to death, but things were never right to me. We finally got back together and I have been so nice to him. We've been together for almost 4 months now which is the longest we have stayed together.
Ever since the day we got back together he has treated me like s***, he doesn't pay attention to me, sits on the computer, sleeps, and sits around and smokes. Any time I try to have a conversation he ignores. So I finally asked if he really wants to be with me and if he even cares. He said he does. But even though he says he loves me it feels like he doesn't. I spend more time with his 11 year old sister then I do him because he doesnt care that I am there.
Today was just another day with him. He was screaming on the phone at me, telling me I'm a b****, saying he can't trust me, trying to tell me who I can and cannot hang out with and that one day hanging out with a guy friend is too much. I've never even cheated on him and he doesn't trust me.
I could be with any other guy who would treat me nicely but instead I choose to put up with his crap because I love him. He doesn't understand that.
I don't see why I don't just leave him. I knew that the little things he did and said would lead to something big but I chose not to believe it. And I knew that someday this would happen I just didnt want to believe it. So now that I am in this position of where I love him so much I just wish I would have left him when things started getting bad. I love him more then anyone but I hate him so much, I wish he didnt exist, and I just wish that I could convince myself to leave. What do I do?  | |
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